#thoughts

What gives you the right, to live with such pride? What gives you the right to disregard a persons face, while your own eyes fail to see the soul's grace? How can you be creeped by a persons touch, when your own heart is filled with wrath? Why do you cry for no sweet words, when your own ears are blocked with devils melody? Even as you fight with your own insecurity, it doesn't give you a right to kill humanity. How can you beg for love in life, if you stand at the door with a knife. What gives you the right, to live with such pride?                                                                                                                                                                                                         -PS

As the day comes closer, the unknown fear creeps in again covering the windpipe, breathing in pain.. Remembering all the days I lazed and neglected to pray all mistakes I made which price I might need to pay! I look above in the sky, a tear dropping from the eye. A plea running trough my mind praying to God, to make it all right! Thinking of all the things, I did wrong, all that I could've been better at.. How I dont deserve it but how badly I need it.. All negative thoughts giving me a chill but still believing in God's will Begging that my hope will not be killed. Telling myself to keep faith and see knowing that "he" is right there, holding my hand, standing with me!!                                                                                                                   -PS